Feb. 6th, 2006

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Tonight, after my OTHER really long class, my Intercultural/Org class has to drive to bloody Bentonville to meet up with the global team from Unilever to see about our consulting project. Would be much more interesting if I weren't going to be out doing school shit till 10PM.

:p

Whatevah.

Last night I had a dream that AMP, Sarah V, Niki and myself were all in Rome, which is ironic as I think we've all been there seperately. Anyway, we kept shopping, instead of looking at the ruins, and for some reason AMP had a baby but not by Bob, which was this whole big ordeal. And we discussed having to get it a passport, and then bought slutty European clothing.
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Oh Goddammit LJ. You fucker

I just wrote this long, thoughtful essay about how I cried during Sex and the City because it was the ep where Aiden leaves Carrie for good, because although she does want him, and want him forever, she can't do the marriage thing. At least not yet, if ever.

and I GET THAT. I don't want a husband, I want a lover, a partner, someone to commit to giving it a real, honest to God go of it with me, without feeling that they need me to sign it in blood and file it.

I haven't a problem with forever if I can view it day by day. If you try to throw any length of time at me, and bind me to it, it makes me run. It's not the commitment, it's......it's the idea of being trapped, whether or not that makes sense? It's the legal binding contract part that freaks me out.

Anyway, I just felt for her in that episode, I've dealt with that, with loving someone enough to say, yeah, forever, but step by step? And that not being enough for them.

Hmph....I liked my original post.
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Dear World, Please disregard my last post. I do not need a boyfriend, partner, or any of that stupid shit..Why? Because Callum Keith Rennie is dressed up like a cowboy.

 

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