evildiorama | (no subject)

I don't like this ethnography project. It's dredging up a lot of shit I don't want to think about, mostly because I haven't dealt with some of it...but then I think, damn, most of my friends have lived through shit I can't imagine so I should probably shut the fuck up and suck it up.

Haha...I'm reminded of Thea when we lived in England, when we kept saying, "All this emotional growth is tiring, I'm ready to just not grow as a person for a while"

Also, I think I'm mildly hormonal and should stop listening to "Chelsea Hotel" on repeat. That may be the root of the problem.